A precious little fella missed so dearly xx  / Aunty Dell Mason (Aunty)

Hello little fella,just a little note to say that we miss you lots,and your mummy and daddy are missing you lots too.I wish you could be here so they bothhave big smiles on their faces like you always had on yours.We all miss you sooo much.I enjoy talking to you at night all about whats happened in the day,i wish you were here running around my garden with all your cousins.They all love coming to aunty dells house,and i know you would too.I didnt spend much time with you when you were with us down here fella,but i want to change that with your cute little brother.I would like little joshy to come around aunty dells house and play in the trees and on the feild and do some tree climbing.I would be lovely to see you up them trees now,i think we might have trouble getting you down again.I hope that you mummy and daddy ring me to see if i can have him for a bit.We are moving soon to uncle daves house in ipstones and you would really love it there.It has a great big garden with a lovely pond and some really big fishys in it.We always go and feed them when we are there.There is a swing made with chains over a couple of trees,and we got big bouncy castle for the kiddies to play on.There is a big feild which he owns so you can run around in there and you can play hide and seek in the grass its that long.You would have soooo much fun.I only wish you were here to enjoy with all the other little fellas that play there.I hope your little brother enjoys it,he will tell you what its like,when he is big enough to run around.All your cousins say hello,khloes sends lots of hugs and kisses and daniel says he hopes you like the stars.
Well im sure i can be back soon to say a little hello,or maybe like any other night when i sneak out i will look up at the stars and see you shining as usual,and have a natter then.
I miss you sooooo much fella,love you lots , 
from Aunty Adele xxxxx

PS.Uncle dave says hello and sends his love to you.He says keep an eye out for that little dylan tree in his garden.xxx

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I miss you more each day  / EMMA MASON (Mummy)
Hi there son Hope you having fun up above with all your angel freinds and hope you watching over us all.  Mummy finding it hard to cope at moment dont know why but feel so down and just cant pick my self up out of it like i normally do maybe thats my own fault thought cause since the day you left i have put this big brave face on for everyone smiled and when they ask if iam ok i say yea great when really iam not my heart aches so bad i long to feel your face and arms wrap around me but i know it wont happen untill i met u up in heaven. Mummy been off work with your brother cause he not well but he also so hippo and i think iam just so knacked thats why i feel like this.  When i had you i didnt work and you were so easy to look after but nanny keeps telling me you never have one the same no matter how many kids you have, wouldnt change your bro for the world but wish them ants in his pants would go away!!!  He lso cut 3 teeth this week all at the top so now he got 5 he keeps grinding them like mummy does in her sleep (so daddy tells me).  Took your bro blackpool the other week and he loved it just like you he had his picture taken with the bear but dont think he liked him like you did. Brought back so many memorys for me but i keeped going and made sure he enjoyed it. Well joshua is 10mths old now the same age as you when you got diagnosed, I have been dreading this age thinking about the time you were ill and now your bro is also sick but in 2 diffrent ways everyone keeps saying he will be ok you cant think like that but they dont understand cause they haven't been through what we went through and they still got there kids i give birth to 2 boys but have only got one hear with us and it just doesnt seem right.  Its getting close to your 6th birthday and i cant belive how quick it has gone only feels like yesterday when i was in labour with you 46hrs you monster didnt want to come out then i missed that first few hours with you cause of been rushed down to theater but i remeber waking up and just wanted to see you and there you were a beautifull little boy could not belive my eyes, now you have a brother who is neally one,  Just wish i could have a picture of you both together on my wall and i cant its unfair and a cruel world, you both will never get to enjoy playing together, or even get to know each other even thought we talk about you all the time and the house has got picture all over the place it will not be the same.
Mummy going have to go now cause iam making my self upset again love you more than i could say my broken heart will never mend untill i see you in heaven lots of love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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living life with out you is so very hard  / Jeanette Massey (nan)

hello my little man well this past few mounths have been such a stugle for me and the family your grandad has not been to good and joshua has been bad as well what a family you have got i think we all need puting in a bag a shaking up your brother as been ill and we have been quite wored about him he had to go and have some blood testes a few weeks ago and we are taking him back to the hospitall next week so make sure you are by his side when we go i no he will be okay but it never stops us from woreing about him just like we did with you life is so hard with out you dylan i keep praying and hoping that i can see you in my dreams but it never ever happens mabe you are not ready to come and see me or maybe im not strong enofe to see you i just dont no any more all i do no is that i will always miss you and love you im sorry for not coming on here for a few weeks but i just brake down and cry when i do i just carnt stop thinking about that day you left me and it just makes me fell ten time worse. any way dylan it wont be long before its your 6th birthday and our 4th one with out you how time flys by when your sad and lonley with out the ones you love take care and shinebright my little man love you so very much words can not explain how much i truly miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx all my love nan

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Condolences / Mag Muoio Jared Klein's Nanny (visitor)




I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am to hear about your little boy Dylan. I have a grandson who's name is Dylan also. Our family lost our 1st grandson Jared who was only 6 years old to murder. It's just a living nightmare, if you like to read his story he also has a memorial site just like yours. I know Jared and Dylan are watching down on everyone who loves and misses. God Bless You u will always be in my thought and prayers Close

Hi son!!  / Emma Mason (mummy)
hi there son sorry ive not been on for a while but as you know your brother is not well and he taking up all my time and energy at moment but hopefully we will know a bit more on tuesday when he goes the hospital to see a consultant i hope you will do your best in making us see barbra who looked after you will love and tender care even thought your brother has not got the same problem as you she see's all children and it will be nice for us if we see her as see knows us and what we've been through and get him sorted out quick. We had to take him up hospital a few weeks ago and so many people reconised me and it was so nice the went to fetch becky who was your nurse on ward 110 (who is having a baby) and then she got hold of barbra who came and said hi they made a fuss of your bro like they used to with you but what can i say your both so beautifull its hard to resist and iam not just saying that because your my sons but you both are, can you picture 15 years down the line when joshua starts bringing girls home iam not gonna be happy they will have some hard wook cut out when meeting me and i would of been 10 times worse with you, you defo would not of had one cause they wouldn't of been good enought for you. Daddy says he will be welcoming the in MUMMY WILL WIN!! 
Hope you ok and having lots of fun and will be with us on tuesday when we go hospital and also make sure you with us when we take your bro see the lights in blackpool if he ok,  Miss you so much dylan cant tell you how much especially at the moment wish i could hold you in my arms and give you a cuddle and BIG KISS X 
but i know that wont happen till we meet in heaven at the gates where i know you will be waiting for me and daddy.
Well in 3 mths its been 4years my god seems like 14 yrs since i last felt your beautifull face and kissed your lovely lips and felt your hands in mine, find it hard to belive. Keep saying to my self dylans 6 this year what a grown up child you would be now cant picture you looking any diffrent than the day you left us. In november your brother is 1 how this year has gone so fast dont know if thats because after you went we had no one else in the house but me and daddy so was kinda boring for just under 3 years it was like that house bare and it was like time stood still untill i had yor brother now there is not enought time in the day to do everything he seems such a handfull compared to you but wouldn't change him the one thing he has got of your's is a big massive temper only you waited till you were 1 untill that came out joshua has paddy like you wouldn't belive makes me laught after but not when he having them have to have straight face to make him learn but he just laughts at you call him a MONSTER he is son.
I think he feels something isn't right as he looks at you on your pictures loads and stares at them for ages when we say your name he knows where to look and who you are, take him to the picture and say dylan your brother so he knows who you are cause i dont wont anyone to ever ever forget you son thats how special you are.
Better go writting an 10000 word essay as daddy would say love you lots and lots and miss you even more stay close shine big a bright son 
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i have had another birthday with out you  / Jeanette Massey (nan)

hello dylan well iv just had another birthday with out you here with me and its not any esear for me i still miss you as much as i did the day you were taken from us. i just wont to thank you for my birthday card that i had of you and joshua i read the words when i was by my self because i always end up having a cry and i dont like any one seeing me upset any more so i just have to hold it in and let it all out when im by my self and thinking of you. i love and miss you so much dylan and long for the day that i get to see you again and hold you in my arms take care my littleman love you loads xxxxxxxxx  nan 

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Hi Jeanette xxxxxxxxxxxx  / Kelly Baldry Xxx (Friend xxxxxx )
Hi there my friend just wanted to let you know im thinking about you & i hope you are okay ive been away fior a few weeks but im back home now & ive tryed to get into my emails so i can get you address to send invitation but i cant get in there for some reason so if you dont mind could you leave it on Joes web site i will take it off straight after or you can ring me on 02392 730427. I know you been feeling down lately & i know how hard it has been for us without our boys, so it would be lovely to see you in september & give you a hug i haven,t forgotten about you Jeannette just been so busy sorting out wedding but at least it keeps my mind occupied sending you all my love Kelly xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx lots of love & hugs from Dylan & Joe our two special boys xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close

just for you  / Jeanette Massey (nan)
dylan if i could have a lifetime wish a dream that would come true  i  would pray to god with all my heart for yesterday and you a thousand words cant bring you back i know because i've tried and neither will a million tears i know because i've cried  you left behind a broken heart and happy memories too but i never wanted memories dylan i only ever wanted you xxxx                               Close

another week with out you  / Jeanette Massey (nan)
hello my little man well i finley got to take you some flowers down yesterday we have had so much rain that its stoped me from coming down to you and i dont like that one bit. just to let you no joshua as not been very well for a few days so we have been a bit wored about him. i no you were looking down on him and making sure that he was okay for your mummy and daddy and me and grandad as we love him loads. shine bright sweetheart and dont for get to blow us some angel kisses tonight xxxxxxxxxx all my love nan xxxx Close

Iya darling  / Hayley ((cousin in law) )
Iya baby,
its me Hayley
I miss you lots and lots and also miss seeing your mummy and daddy, as i have not seen them in ages. i always think about you and i know that you are around and look out for Khloe, Daniel, Travis and Jimee.
Luff yoo lots and lots and miss you me lil man
Hayley
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my shining star  / Jeanette Massey (nan)
hi dylan just need to have a chat to you im missing you so much sweetheart time as gone so fast with out you here its been 3 years and six mounths with out you in my life and i dont fell any better. not had a very good week for some reson i just couldent stop think about you and me and how much i loved taken you out and doing loads of things with you bying you a toy if we went the town giving you loads of kisses and hugs and all the things that nannys should do. i no iv got joshua to keep me going and by gum he sure does that i dont no where he gets is enegy from he dosent have a lot of sleep in the day but he is always happy when he wakes up he gives us a big smile just like you use to. any way i got to see brandon this week joshua couldent take his eyes of him he was following him every ware he went and when he sat on my knee and joshua was in his high chair he looked at me as if to say i should be there on nannys knee not you. any way my littleman just you remeber that i will always love and miss you with all my and i no i will never get over losing you but one day we will be together again and we will make up for all the lost time that we have been apart all my love nan xxxxxx Close

Sorry for your loss - we share your pain  / Lena Court (None- Mum to Angel Jack Ford )
Thank you for visiting Jack's site.  Reading your words about Dylan brought a lump to our throats.  When my angel, Jack was admitted to Leicester Royal Infirmary in 2000 with Stage 4 Neuroblastoma I met Ady.  He is Dad to Baby Jack, who was just 4 months old when he was admitted with Leukaemia (A.L.L.). Our boys loved each other and played together whenever they were well enough.  Baby Jack gained his angel wings one year before my Jack did. He was just 16 months old.  Both myself and Ady were divorced from our previous partners and we got together after Baby Jack died.  We are now married and have a beautiful daughter together.  Big Jack and Baby Jack are playing happily together forever in heaven now and I'm sure Dylan will be playing with them too.

It is wonderful that you have set up your charity to help and support people who face this terrible ordeal.  Until it happens to you, you just do not realise how many children are loosing their battles against so many different forms of cancer.  I wish you continued success with your fundraising.

May your fond memories of Dylan live on in your hearts and minds forever and may Dylan always be free to dance across the sky, slide on the rainbows and blow you kisses from heaven.  When you look at the night sky, it's not the stars you see twinkling, it's the halo's of all our beautiful angels watching over us for all time.

God bless you and your family.

Lena and Ady. XXX
http://jack-ford.memory-of.com/

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Little Star  / Jessica, Mama Of Franjo Www.Sternenkind-Fran-jo.de (Little Star )

Just the hope, that it will be clear once again, let us the blackness survive...

In lower connection

Jessica, mama of Franjo

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The potters arf was a success again!!!!  / Mummy Mason (Mummy)
Just want to say thankyou to all who took part in our 2nd potters arf this is the 2nd time we have done it for dylans charity and its such a great day out. We have yet to collect all money in but when we find out how much we have raised we will let you know!! 
But my big thanks go out to all 12 runners (including dylans daddy) especially the ones that ran last year you all should be very proud of your selfs cause iam seeing you all makes me want to hug you as you are running for my little boy who was brave and such a fighter!! 3 runners got medals and daddy missed out by 3mins he was gutted but knows he will get one next year (which is yours he said) All the runners had proper tops on and you could see your face every where i was and still am 1 proud mummy.
Daddy said you must of been pushing him round the course making sure he finished it so he says THANKYOU!! 
We hope that the same run again next year and plus more!!! A few runners want to do some more races for you from now untill the next potters, 1 run is in october 7th congleton half marathon so lets hope they do.
Thankyou son for helping them all finish and for been you, my son who i love and adore so much, iam so glad i got to spend 2 years with you then never at all xxxxxxxxxxxx
Also to thank all who sponsered are runners keep your eyes out for our pictures that will be uploaded very soon!!!

Thanks again love to you dylan we miss you lots and lots love always MUMMY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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i miss my hugs  / Jeanette Massey (nan)
hello sweetheart me and grandad went and put some new pots on your resting plase last saturday iv got to admit thay look realy nise now so colourfull and iv put two solar powerd lights in as well. well dylan i still miss you so much each and every day the time that iv spent with out you as been realy hard on me some days i just dont feel like geting up out of bed but i have to now because i look after joshua for your mummy and daddy so that thay can go to work your brother is such a live wire he keeps me going and i love him to bits and he nows it just like you did he as just cute his first touth and now he can say a dad dad thats all you get of him every day he makes me lafe such a lot. he is full of it never has much sleep in the day all he wonts to do is be on my knee and if i put him in his chare he starts to scream he surtenley hasent got your temper thats for sure he is going to be such a hand full when he starts to get about the house but i dont mind i just wish that you were here to have some fun with him. we all love and miss you so very much and are lifes will never be the same with out you here with us but one day we will all be back together again im sure of that so shine big and bright tonight my littleman and always remember that i love and miss you with all myi wood give the world to have a cudle from you tonight xxxx nan Close

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY  / Debbie Wengert Kevin's Mom

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