Miss you!! / Mummy &. Daddy Mason (mummy and daddy )
hello my little man!
Just wanted to say sorry we not been on your website all over christmas but we had no internet on but it doesnt mean we forgot about you far from it m8 been thinking about you lots especially since you little bro was born but hope you had a special 5th birthday and a wicked angel christmas and an even better new year with your friends.
I want you to know i felt you around the day i gave birth to your bro i know you were there helping mummy get through it what a day that was he didnt want to stop in mummy's tum he was so quick i thought i was in for another 42hours like i was with you but 7hrs and joshua entered the world at 11.08 and weighed just 5.1 and half what a little dot he was and he so looked like his big special bro just a little smaller. I know you were telling me off when i had my down days cause i did son and still do but been in hospital was hard had your picture with me the one on your 2nd birthday and everytime i looked at it i would start crying and when your daddy said to joshua where mummy at? made my cry so much as you all ways said it, I didnt think i would feel like that as i've always wanted another child since we lost you not to replace you as no one will ever do that but to take away the emptyness we had in the house, i was so happy but really missed you even more than normall felt horrible that i was giving joshua lots of love but couldnt share it with you.
We spent a week in hospital as your bro had jaundice and was treated on a special cot with uv lights then when they give him the all clear mummy's blood pressure went up and they keeped us in for another night they wanted to keep us in longer but you know what mummy is like so i discharged myself.
I know you would be loving having a little bro around we would have you changing his nappy and helping us bath him this is when i start to get all worked up and upset about the fact that you arn't here to help us do all this and share the happiness together as a family does do. Joshua is now getting a little piggy just like you were he was weighed on friday and he weighed 8.5 whichis ace to see.
Mummy and Daddy love you so much and want you to know we never forget you ever ever and we still always talk about you, joshua will know everything about you and we talk to him now about you and he looks at the picture of you and daddy all the time and is started to reconize your name so make sure you are close and watching over us all love and miss you lots son shine bright little star sleep tight
LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE MUMMY & DADDY XXXXXXXXXXX
Hi my big bro DYLAN
just to wish you a happy new year and tell you i love you lots wish you were here to play with me and share our room together we would of had lots of fun together.
Lots of love your little bro JOSHUA XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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